Farewell 2010

OMG I can't believe this year is coming to an end. This year I have overcome so much. Although a bit delayed but indeed I'm on the greener side of certain situations.

The numbness of 2009 faded with my courage to feel this year =) I'm no longer the zombie I use to be (applause). Even though now-a-days I'm always shedding tears for dam near everything, just to be able to feel so abundantly enough to cry is huge compared to last year and the year before. I journeyed back to my empathetic self  (gift and a curse but I'll take that any day over nonchalant indifference).

This year I created, I changed some lives, and I danced. I gained foresight with clarity and I've decoded some of the chains that have held me back from freedom.

I'm thankful for those I've traveled through this year with. Everyone I hold dear to me has brought value to my life in some way. All Godsends to my spirit, to my mourning, to my happiness. (I could hug and kiss them until the end of time) I take so much pride in all of them.

I'm thankful for those I've had to remove myself from. All are responsible for some of the vital lessons I've learned this year. Helping me to reflect upon myself and teaching me the power of forgiveness. There is no hate, just space ;-) ...........(mucho space for some lol)

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I've loved my family so hard this year. Taking the time to really feel how they touch my life. They are my home, my safe space away from the corrupt ass ways of the world. I've seen that and the value in having that so LOUD this year.

I have also continued learning how to value myself. This year I have  loved me on a different level. I'm such a freakin WINNER even with my losses I've always won. I've rediscovered why I am so special and that the road less traveled is a royal one that everyone doesn't have to understand. (rare gem) I am ok with myself and most times by myself lol (really) I've become (again) one of my own very best friends. In knowing all of this I am able to respect myself as such.

I'm looking into the New Year with prosperity, movement, LOVE, grace, growth and REFINEMENT ;-)

I plan to be fearless in shinning my light wherever I stand.

Collective Work & Responsibility

So, for those who have been following me on twitter and following my blog you may know that I love 2pac Shakur. Like with so much of me I love his soul smh. more on him

In the spirit of Collective Work and Responsibility (Ujima), I came across this interview.



........ in love :-)

Happy Kwanzaa!!, Vlogger Love

Today is the 3rd day of Kwanzaa! Ujima meaning collective work and responisbility. The word responsibility is so relevant. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I also take the responsibility to educate people especially my ladies of my positive findings on this yellow brick road that I'm on. I'm all about each one teach one. But......................... after I have made you aware, you are no longer my responsibility. I've done my part. I cannot fight other people's battles and I cannot make the horse drink from the fountain of knowledge once I've given them the map =/. I am a very loyal team player but at the end of the day (lol) I am directly responsible for myself. (and my sisters because I am indeed my sisters' keeper ;-) ) 

Here's a little gift for Ujimaa:

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Some holiday giggles



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Merry Christmas!!

You guys it's one of my favorite times of the year (despite this ratchet cold weather :-/). Although it's freezing in many places I feel so warm with love and family. Today marks the celebration of God's gift to us. For that I am forever thankful. 

Take the time today to think of those who may be lonely on this day. Say a little prayer for them.


I hope you get everything on your wish list this year =) and if you don't please don't be a brat. I will personally send you a lump of coal! LOL

 Anyway,
Yall be good for goodness sake lol. Enjoy this day in the name of it's purpose. And don't forget to tell someone you love them.

I'll start........................ I LOVE YOU (=

Vlogger Love: Cadillac Kimberly

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Well dam lol

"Whew smh I feel bedda" *Dead*