This time always pulls something out of me one way or another. One year I cried in sadness for Jesus. One year I cried in pity and empathy for Judas. Last night I smiled at the information and peace I received about "The Lost 40 Days" (the 40 days after Jesus was resurrected before he ascended to heaven).Today I cried in thanks for such a sacrifice. Thee most beautiful story I have ever heard in my life. Nothing tops the plot of this story. From the rising action to the falling action, the climax and the resolution/non-resolution and all of this mystery still. I'm growing to accept the mystery for the gaps get filled bit by bit with my spiritual growth. (But I will say that there are numerous "non-official gospels written that did not make the "Orthodox Church"es cut for the Bible O_o............. and of course these missing books fill in many gaps and answer tons of questions O_o)
Today my spirit received:
If God is for us, who shall be against us?!?!?! Fear Not!!!! Because He lives, Love triumphs. Because He lives, deliverance is promised, Because he lives, integrity is legitimized. Because He lives, we live =D So run tell dat lol and don't focus on the words, God will provide them. So go and tell someone. It doesn't do any good to sit on your wisdom and blessings. Bless someone else through HIM. How do I know this.................. :) I FEELTHIS!
p.s. The greatest discovery occurred when a woman discovered the living savior ;-)
(note: the "official book" doesn't capitalize on this discovery. Just a mention that's about it. know that there is an entire gospel written on the woman who discovered him and that story. Not trying to deter anyone's belief. I myself just love Jesus so much that I want to know all that I am able to be delivered to about him =/ )
I'm so oddly inquisitive when it comes to religion. Even in the doubting times of today, I do believe my qualms are uniquely different. I know the gospel says "lean not on thine own understanding". This scripture rings in my head everyday and I ask back well how can I not when I'm built on reasoning?! The first phrases I can recall were "What if?...........Why not?" Things must make sense to me in order for me to function even to the point where sometimes I have to force and create the sense. Knowing this scripture and understanding that mystery surrounds religion, I've been praying for deliverance from doubt through my questions. Last night I learned of the Apostle Doubting Thomas (whose gospel also didn't make the the Biblical cut O_o) and in learning about him I've forgiven myself for search for understanding.
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