the saddest song I've ever cried

sad that memories never die
just fill your head with why
then you're caught living a lie again
its sad that all he ever said
was that he loved me to death
but that hes gone again and I was wrong again

cause you think its easier easy like that
just when I wasn't finished
you were gone like that
cant you hear me crying
cause I need you back
and I'm slowly dying
cause I need you bad
but your gone
and never coming back
gone and not coming back
hes never coming back

should've known the long kiss goodbye
would bring sadness in my life
wearing this disguise again
I wish that you would've said
or lied to me instead
like a bullet to my head
like a fool I pretend
that its on again on again 

whoever said look on the brighter side
has never been on mine
whoever said that he'll get his
never felt like this
ain't no use in crying when you're done like that
cause baby baby you took something
that I cant buy back
and now you're gone and never coming back
coming back
oh hes not coming back

when I heard this for the 1st time and even now, it yanked the tears from my eyes. Usually you can feel when you're about to cry (I would've rathered  that notion so I could have prevented the tears for a song like this) but I didn't get that preliminary. I noticed I cried once I felt the drops fall from my face. Which kinda creeped me out because I thought my eyes and face were numb smh. So basically I had no control over what the song did to me.


Melanie Fiona "Gone and Never Coming Back" from joseph labisi on Vimeo.